الاثنين، 8 نوفمبر 2010

My Prespective

I'll start this because of the headache I  got  from the thougts that I earned during my whole life…I have a duty, every body has one, I know... But don’t you think that duty is the same elsewhere, don’t u think that there is someone out there thinking the same way as I do… I do and that's why ill start this blog to find the people who have these thoughts on  the same day, perhaps, maybe the same time. No body knows …
I envy every person who has the skill of writing. I envy those people who learned and had the luck to finish there studies, their M.A  or B.A or what ever it is. I envy those who had the guts to explain, express their feelings their thoughts. I envy those who faught for their rights.
Looking at my self, looking at my reflection in the mirror; who is this? Knock knock open this mirror. Oh god its just a reflection. Is that real? I'll go and hide in my closet, no I need a bigger space, in my room, no more bigger, in my house, no more more, in my world, perhaps.
Im hiding, with this rage, accompanied with non satisfaction; I have this feelling in my guts I feel dizzy. The world is spinning around. Breathing in deeply, the world is still turning.  I'm Lucky, I'm still here, I'm still alive, though still attached to this feeling, but I'm here. I'm thinking. Feeling. Seeing. Tasting. Hearing. Using my senses. I'm here.